Yesterday: Still trying to find someone to talk to? Someone ur absolutely sure you can trust with a secret u juz can't contain anymore? The person's abt to show up - and u'll recognise him or her immdiately. Today's Forecast
Now that it's all out in the open, don't you feel better? Maybe even physically lighter? Good. Don't let anything ruin it -- especially not the private agenda of someone who thinks they know more than they really do.In Detail...
After anguishing over what to do for far too long, you've finally realized that just letting the situation out into the open might be the best first step you could possibly think of. If you're game, do it now. You'll not only feel better once it's all out, you'll also be able to relax and stop worrying about when that next anxiety attack might kick in. And isn't that in itself enough of a reason to celebrate? Who showed up?! I din notice anyone~ *thinking, still thinking* Well, after wrecking my who-noes-wads up-there, I still can't pinpoint who could be my secret-barrel.And today was nerve-wrecking... the secret I kept for who-noes-how-mani weeks nearly kenna exposed. But at least on today's forecast I still can relate... no, i dun feel physically lighter as my back was straining during the ITAB test. It's the part of the "someone..." I think a few weeks from now, i myself wun even understand wad i'm saying here, since i'm being so secretive...One thing might be true: I part-revealed my "secret" to the wrong person... Yah, I shud let in into the open, BUT I'm nort THAT sorta OPEN person lehhh.Haha, about my title, I'm refering to how creepy it's the horoscope's accuracy is getting. Anyway, the "situation" is nothing BIG, i shudn't even be fretting over such unconstructive (bo liao) things!In sch, we realli learn new things everyday. The world's wider in poly too. All kinds of pple, all kinds of happenings u'll nv get to know really existed in JC or Sec sch... I'm not saying it's a bad thing, nor m I saying it's Gd... For one, i noe pple who are christians and having muslim boyfriends; or how abt teens having middle-aged boyfriends??? (^.^ eye opening)
Aiyooo, it's been such a long time scince i blogged. I'm at a loss of wad to write!
Hmm, lets talk abt SB's CAs first...
T.M.D! It's like SLOW-DEATH Torture being dished out at students! Coz' the tests "pop" out ONE BY BLOODY ONE, WEEK AFTER WEEK- like headless ghosts appearing infront of U.
AaaaaRRrrGHHHH! ScARy, diStreSSing and TakBOLeH-TahanAbLe man!
Furthermore, it's either late after school or during the weekends! tell me, 天理在何处？！哈哈！(Yeah!! I finally found the chinese language option!!!) Ya, so, veri sian... Can't stand the timing. Throughout the week, we not onli have to attend lessons during school hours, do the tutrials, we also have to study for our test! SiCK RiGHT!
AaaaaRRrrGHHH!
And for me, my confidence for each subsequent test decreases... first, was FOM CA last Friday. I wasn't nervous for it and i managed to questions pretty well. Up next, ECONS CA- abit kalang kabok as the chapters require lotsa memory work and in-depth understanding. Dis's an open secret: wad i have in lamity, i lack in memory...EH? no link hor?... anyway, finally, came POA. Urghh, 别提了! Practise so much already, still fell into a canyon.
AaaaaRRrrGHHHHH!
Sad case... So, I reminded myself of wad Tang Miao said... Put out Ur hand, look at ur five fingers. All of them have different lengths... Dun understand? NVM, it's for myself to noe!!
DUE TO THE CAs, I KEEP HAVING NIGHTMARES and thus, LACK OF SLEEP! but i think i made up for that a little during my 2hour nap juz now...Now, it's Horoscope Reviewing Session! Lets seeeee.Sunday:Ur long-term goalsare well starred this week, and u might even be able to turn some of ur dreams into reality. but if you plan on satying at home, u'll miss out on alot of positive experiences.^ That was an interpretation gone wrong! It was according to this that i went to my uncle's house for a gathering - at the expense of my PACC revision!!!Monday: Still looking for just the right person to add to ur highly prized collection of commrades?Dun be surprised if you meet someone who immdiately strikes you as acceptable, if not ideal. it's tt kinda day.^ hmm, actually, i dun recall meeting anybody new yesterday leh... the most was the revision-cum-ghost story telling session ytd afternoon with Kailin and Winny. Wah liew, everytime i recall Winny's "scary" ghost stories, i wanna laugh..Today: Luv may not be in the air, but rmance certainly is - romance of the most secret kind. This includes "coincidental" meetings at the water-cooler, whispered conversations and meaningful glances... ^ Makes you think, dosen't it? Makes U think, how the heaven do they read these signs off the stars?Juz for a note, Taurus: Someone u see on a daily basis hasn't juz caught ur eye, he or she's also captured ur attention - so much so that u can't seem to think abt anything else. Wonderfully enuf, the person feels the same... ^ Hey, i think i saw this b4.So sweet, so 罗曼蒂克 hor?~ Hope the bad things remain as words printed on the newspapers, and the good things turn into reality la. Heh Heh Heh ;D
