what goes around comes back even harder- Candy Wong Feb 2009
Thursday, January 26, 2006
What a gay day
For a start, I woke up early not early as in waking up to check the time and dozing off again, but seriously early like 20mins before the set time... ok ok, nobody wants the details...
Then I managed to have breakfast and a shower, pick my clothes AND use the computer! like a miracle la... I used the com to transfer CRS and IDEA stuff from the com to my thumbdrive...
Anyway, CRS was amazing today. Our group did very well, even though I was supposed to be a "free-rider" in some people's eyes. (Unbelievable right? but thats an unrelated incident) Everybody contributed greatly and we all worked well together. I'm not even gonna shortchange her the credit...
Although the topic we chose was very challenging ("Terrorism can be justified"), and we probably spent the most time coming to a consensus on the 3 main points (Historical Factor, Religion and Beliefs, and Ends justify Means), we amazingly managed to pull it off! Arnold Wee commented on our scope of research too! I'm just glad we coped well with the rebuttal from the class... anyway, Nai Kiang (surprise, surprise) was the most vocal whilst we heard nothing from Mary ann (surprise, surprise) hehehehe...
Now to the funny part!!! Limin's group (mary ann, winnie and xue mei) touched on homosexuality and how S'pore should be open and accepting towards it. Their stand was that we should not discriminate against homosexuality.
However, when their presentation ended, Nai Kiang started a "perception war" with them! It was HILARIOUS. And I did something unimaginable man... I copied down his rebuttals and Limin's group's counters with him. Crack yourselves up:
Nai Kiang's main emphasis in all his rebuttalssss: "we don't discriminate them wad, it's they think we discriminate against them" OR "Why do you keep saying we're discriminating them? We don't, it's just you assuming we discriminate against them" OR "They feel bad about themselves first, so every small thing we do, they say we're discriminating them."
(not in sequence)
MaryAnn: Did you know when you sign up for the army, you've to declare if you're homo or not... If U are, then you'll be given clerical work (etc....)
Raymond: What you expect, later they hold the gun like gu-niang...
Nai Kiang: ya lar, what if they go to war, then they see an officer and think, "aiyer, I can't bare to kill him." Then the whole platoon gone...*
*this is way I (and everyone else) roared with laughter.
Mary Ann: can you say you've never went "Eeee, he's a gay?"
Nai Kiang: WE're not discriminating the, it's just an expression. It's like when a pretty girl walks pass, you go (nudges Raymond's arm), "Wah, pretty girl! pretty girl!" Then when he see a gay, you'll go "eeee, gay!" wad...
Mary ann: ah, u see, when you say "eeee", it shows you're discriminating!
.... silence....
Wenbing: Then what you expect us to say? "WAH, gay!" arh?
After group's counter argument on one of Nai Kiang's it's-them-being-too-sensitive points again,
Kailin (from NK & ray's group): It's True, it's true! I know alot of gays -I have a few gay friends, they're really like that! I have their number! You want, I give you!
winnie: how many gays friends do you have?
Kailin: Quite a few, about TEN lar..... two here. (pointing to Raymond and Nai Kiang)
So the class laughed like siao again and drowns out the futile protests of the both of them...
Abit of background on the two gays OOPS... guys in my class. They're inseparable. That's why some girls say they're "gay". they noe it lar- it's kind of an open secret. But can't blame them coz they've only got each other against us... Personally (and rather obviously) Raymond is the more normal one. HahahahahahaHAHA.
Not bad hor this class... Bottomline: never miss CRS lessons.
Previously the lesson before the SB day week also damn HILARiOUS. More so than this one. that time the impact of any joke was magnified becoz our classroom shrank and we sat in close proximtiy of each other... the GAY memories: Toot-cher amidst the students, Silver buttons on Flowery Tee, Dodging Arrows, Standard Size 12 , American vs British vs Singlish spellings, Vietnam war and Na-pom guns (or something) and Anti-PAPism and it's opposition rallies- we will HAMMER PAP!
All fer me to know and you to (never) find out!
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Memoirs of a Geisha
Homosaku: In times when housemaids and even fisherman's daughters can too become Geisha, it is hard to come by such a hardworking maiko, isn't it?
Mameha: Sayuri, don't you think you should thank Homosaku for her generous compliments?
Sayuri: There are many things I would like to say to Homosaku.
H: Sometimes the smartest remark is silence.
S: What better advice than to follow your own?
H: *laughs* I too was once a young maiko like her and thought that ...(says something mean)
S: But that was a very long, long, long, long, long time ago...
Ok that's it for now. Very tiring day due to last night's late sleep after the movie...
Sunday, January 22, 2006
The friendly post
Went out yesterday coz I felt like I needed to! anyway went out wif my aunt who came back from australia, with my cousin daniel. there was also mei ee, aleka, uncle raymond and ee-ma. Waoh, first time i mention them right? of course my mum and brother went too. we met up at raffles city shopping centre and had Haagen Das (jialat, is it spelt correctly? if not tiff's gonna "scold" me le, hahaha!).
My mum's got this STACK of 20-dollar vouchers from Amex, because she and my dad threatened them about cancelling the card etc.. then they faster redeem all their points... So I had ice-cream for lunch.
Note: NEVER drink water after ice cream (especially during lunchtime). U'll feel like someone stuffed a water balloon into ur guts!
Then went around the shopping centre. First to the toilet to release some pressure then to bossini to spend money to save money ;P kah hwee will know wad i mean... , then to robinsons to get a new remote control car for the little punk, and then watch some chinese performances... and back to haagen das for tea! eeeee...
But later on ws more fun in a sense. we went to the water fountain at the basement and the 2 kids found a spot near the water edge. ya noe how kids are when they se the water splash out and up... then I knelt behind them - wearing skirt so cannot sit. then opposite was a foreign couple having their tea or lunch... The man kept looking at them, erm, noisily welcoming the water out of the holes. At first they were shooting at the water with their imgainary water guns but beacuse the couple were directly across us, I thot they were annoyed by these 2 kids shooting at them... So I un-knelt myself and retreated lower la.
Then I saw him holding up a gun himself. A huge lens-ed camera that is. and den before i could duck behind them, I think he shot us already. hahaha, good job, daniel and aleka!
After that, my uncle asked me to follow him to the marketplace. at first I didn't want to because I still wanted to watch the fountain with them, but he said come la come la. So I went with him. NO REGRETS MAN! I got from him a new CD-player Radio!!! Yipps! there goes another cross on my mental new year wish list! AHAHAHAA! Coz my old one juz passed on a week ago.
Den we saw this natural tea section, where all the real dried flowers and herbs were displayed. It smelt wonderful man. It sorta relaxes yet rejuvenates you at the same time. so we lingered around the section, and then my uncle asked for a detoxing tea. The promoter introduce Marigold flowers to him. surprised right? It actually has a detoxing aka laxative effect. but the girl said "we recommend customers to take NOT MORE THAN TWICE a month." My uncle was like HUH! so power wan arh? - that kind of expression. the girl sid coz if you drink more than that, u will experience very "smooth traffic". ahahaha. then he asked me if liked one too. So sales girl immediately reccomended Pink Rose buds! Yes, just the one I was staring at!
Then just as we left the section my uncle jingled the bottle of marigold flowers and with a mischevious grin he said, "Can sabo people, let them drink alot..."
HAHAHA!
Then even as paying up, he said "Drink 3 times a week leh?"
I said, "Becomes slimming effect."
He went, "Slimming? ...Oh ya hor!"
I wonder if he'll try it...
Friday, January 20, 2006
Coming to Naught
Who started all this? I'm gonna be very honest in this post. I don't care who sees it anymore.
Essentially I'm confused by Tiff after hearing her analysis on Amanda. It's not that I wanna put the blame on Tang Miao. Her analysis really made things more complicated for me. I mean it's like HUH? why become lydat? And she said things about Tang Miao, then she tells me that actually Tang Miao is OK with her, that they're still on talking terms. What's that mean? It's so confusing... It's like saying sometimes, Ew she "motivates" me, and then Erm I think we're cool with each other. Hahaha.. zzz... (The heat must have baked and mixed everything that was said today.) Then I wanted to tell tiff haven't you thot that she was just afraid that more people would "take sides"with Wanyi so she con'ts to be friendly meh? But I thot the better of it. Anyway, tiff will see this sooner or later, so... Btw I dun side wanyi- just that we had a common issue against them when all this started.
The concept that people can "hate" each other til a state like now, is already puzzling enough for me. I think I'm a simple person. I see things simply as the way they are and don't wish to think too deep about things becoz they might upset me. Sounds like I'm someonewho avoids the truth or maybe I'm also an insecure person in some sense? Like I said, I keep things simple; Like means like, don't like means don't like; What I write or say is what I mean. Like for eg, if I don't like the person alot, I will show it; if I don't like the person sometimes, I won't make bad remarks at all about her personality i.e. his dressing, his accent, his looks wadeva. If I like that person, I don't say anything bad about him/her. Ai yo I also dunnoe wad I'm saying. I'm still feeling very "whoozy" becoz I've been sitting here trying to get my words out since I got back home.
And I'm unsure of how I should see or feel about them now. Amanda came as a shock. Tang Miao shocked us too. What or who made her detest working with us at all? Cannot be just Wanyi wad. since Tiff says she's OK with her, then must be ME la. because I was rude when they were presenting arh? Then tiff and wanyi also made 'faces' and grumbled what. Then again I know why Tang Miao would hate me for that- because she'd never expect me to do that. And then like I predicted, the 2 of them (wanyi and tang miao) had the SAME feeling about each other. thats why they dislike each other lor! "Like-poles" repel each other mah. I wanna call her leh! To straighten things out, but wads there to straighten out huh? Oh ya, I wanna ask her who led to "separation" shit. hehe, confirm tiff's analysis...... She said before, she's big on bearing grudges but she ain't that big on "forgiveness". SO I probably wun call her coz I'm afraid of wad she'll say about me when I ask her what's the problem between us.
Monday, January 16, 2006
The blood-sucking duo
It was MOB lesson and Tiffany brought the completed mob report to class for submission. This report was "written by" our group called BOSS. Now, boss included the 3 of us and the 2 of them. As our previous collarboration turned out disastrous because Wanyi and I did not chip in at all (well, our contributions were negligible), I promised the duo that we'd make it up for it in the MOB project. So that was settled.
Then it was time to do the mob report. When I told the duo what we were gonna write on and the articles the 3 of us have found, they were like "mmh, ok ok." Then three days later, the submission dateline, which is TODAY, arrived!
TA DA~!
No points for guessing what happen!!! They did their own report ON THE SLY AGAIN!!!emphasis is on "AGAIN"!!! To hell with their freakish stupid childish little mind games. This is how I found out.
After I filed the report into a folder, I passed the report to them to write their admin numbers. I let Amanda go first. But the freakish little weird thing she did was hover her pen over the blank and with a wide mouth and even blanker look, she exchanged stupid little glances with her partner in crime (yes, I think I'll call them that). I coudn't stand those stupid little conniving actions they were displaying.
"What's the matter?! Write your admin no."
Then I understood their facial expressions.
"You all did on your own (again) issit??"
Then and Amanda let out a whimper, "Ya."
Fuck, just say so ma... Dun waste my time. *Tap tap tap* The seconds I use TRYING to get through to the both of you might very well just shorten my life by a large fraction, so hurry and fart/ talk/ cry wadeva- just get what you want out of your holes can? Guai arh, I dun wanna die early just by waiting for you to speak up...
Why am I mad at myself? Isn't it obvious that I've been too tolerating with their foolish games? Like I mentioned in abt 3 posts back, they shouldn't think they're that great just because they've to sacrifice their sleep for their team members. Of course, I'm sure, one of them doesn't really know the meaning of a TEAM or how it's spelt, but that's what a team is for! Furthermore, they kind of landed themselves in the sticky situation by always playing hide and seek with us and dissappearing off when I needed their help.
The main point is, since they already splintered off from us and did their own "pair" project, why thicken their skin and brave the shame to come over to us this morning for the group assesment?!
If the two of you got balls, then start a league of your own la! Do EVERYTHING on your own! If U can pull that off for the rest of the year, I MIGHT consider kowtowing to you... Just don't try to be "in our group" only whenever you want to. If not, bloody hell stop pulling Amanda off to do your shit work with you. You wanna splinter off, go ahead on your own. You shouldn't be such a control freak over other people's rights of socializing. I, for one, should clearly know about that.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Borifying the puzzle-process
Hmm... All I'm missing is glue and a frame.

TA-DA!
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phase 7
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phase 6
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phase 5
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Phase 4
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Phase 3
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This is Winnie the Pooh going to sleep...

Phase 2
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Peek-a-boo Pooh
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Friday, January 13, 2006
bloody hell, what do i get from you? there're no perks being with you now. All you do is take, while i'm expected to give? people you deem dislikable are nicer than you... Take a look at yourself before criticizing other others ok?
I dunnoe WTH I see in you... you disgust me.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Worst day of 2006.
11-Jan:
I'm just wishing la... that today is the worst day Coz at least it's over. Hope the rest of 2006'd be better.
Actually this post is for Kah Hwee and Pat. You all dun seem very in touch with my life right now. So I thot u guys ought to noe something about Poly too.
If you are not the 2 of them, be forewarned, viewer dicretion is advised. Very vulgar; very offensive; very unforgiving. Very not the usual me. I really blew my top in this post. I MIGHT live to regret this, butI have to get this out today, if not I'll go off the wire......
Today sucked from the moment I woke up all the way to the end of school and 4pm.
When I woke up, I cudn't find my specs and I realised I hadn't seen it since yesterday afternoon after I went out with tiffany.
When I reached school for presentation at 8am, GOD DAMN IT, the lecturer postponed it to 9am. Actually, tiff got it worst then me; she rushed to sch in a cab for $10.50. When she heard the the change of plans, she nearly had a fit. "FUCK!" She hollered.
Then Tiffany started the bloody lame script thing and said, "They better dun come near me before persentation, I'll blow up at them."
Then came 9am. Presentation time. My turn to holler "FUCK!". Bloody hell. Something is terribly, freaking, fucking wrong with them. Wanyi and I edited the slides, deleted away ALL your bloody cut and paste crap, and today, without telling us, you included them back in, and bloody hell fucked up the whole persentation. Can't you freaking tell that the WHOLE class is freaking bored with YOU reading off your stupid and redundant essay??!! I TOLD YOU NOT TO READ OFF UR PISS OF CRAP-PAPER, YET YOU TAKE IT AS ENCOURAGEMENT TO FURTHER BORE THE SHIT OUT OF OUR CLASS!!! DAMN YOU!
*U guys no brains issit?! who in hell would EVA want to know the details shit about wadeva company? who in freaking hell need to know how they cater to our needs and customisations?!AND WHO in fucking hell wants to know all the technical shit!? Even WE got our life sucked out listening to you preach abt and praise those company! U can't see the teacher slumping over his table or you refuse to see that your contents suck!?
Get that: S.U.C.K!*
*actually, this part was huge size one, but I think it's too angry le... So I shrank the size lor.
I was freaking embarassed about our presentation la... U noe wad, it was THE first time I see a Teacher show his boredom to the students... was really demoralising.
Damn it. the whole class had their faces twitching in confusion! tiffany said sorry to them like this, "We're sorry for the information overload." Actually, I wanted to say "Sorry for boring you with our persentation." But luckily she said it just before I did.
Then when Mr ong finally buay ta-han and tell us is too god-damned long and toj ust skip it all the way to our 3D model, the bloody hell FF still fucking wanted to continue with her slides leh! They're freaking unbelievable la! Don't understand simple English! DON'T Even noe when it's time to SHUT UP and Move the hell aside... Bloody buay pai seh wan! SIAM LA! bloody hell...
I have to emphasis, some many people telling you to stop reading, stop presenting: the teacher, the class, ur gp members, ur "GD FRIEND", yet you still continue clicking. bLoody hell, I wanted to slap your head the last time I said "Stop!"
U guys 've got no self control. MUZ bloody hell READ from ur scripts, MUZ bloody hell complete ur part, MUZ bloody hell think of yourselves only RIGHT? WHY SO SQUARE?! I mean if everyone thinks your part is lousy, bloody hell step aside and move on with your life man. Don't die-die stick around la. So OLD already still dun have our level of common sense wan lehhhhh.
Den after that was home free with Tiffany and Wanyi. I thot Tiffany was the no. 1 pissed person amongst us and that she needed to calm down... In the end I think she helped me instead but self entertaining and directing her anger to amusement. She kinda critisized and then laughed at the whole situation.
Then we had each other's company til the second death trap. ITAB pres. With the same bloody bunch of monkeys, but worse- without tiffany with us.
My goodness, I can only remember the SPAsTIC and retarded face of hers. Was like DUUUUH when I asked her something. She's got lotsa shit to put on paper but none out of her mouth. For goodness's sake la. Wads so difficult about this sentence: "That's all already right?" Dun song-buay-song go ERhhhhhh or Duuuhhhh. Bloody Hell answer la!
Let me tell you some truth. Don't thing you did everything, means you're great ok? You did a nut job ,especially for the IDEA pres. I swear to myself if you 2 sneak off and do some crap job, at the end of it, send to us to "editing" or "comments", then expect us to simply accept ur shit-work again, I lose it at you guys. U think we really wanted you to do our parts for us huh? U think u're very noble to do get a head start and do everything without telling us? Freaking no! U're giving us twice to trouble beacuse we have to make do with the last minute shit that always crops up!
I PPhhuuuiiii to your nobility! Take it back! I dun want! #@*%$#@F**?*B******!!<
Monday, January 09, 2006
Me, the diseased frog
Today was hilariuos! Tiffany did and said so many things that amused me today. Diseased frogs, her "motivations", her fat-fits, her facial contortions, her drawings, her shirt size ;D... so on and so forth.
When I said today, I meant from 12 am onwards ok! Siao la! To-day started at 12-freakin'-45 am!!! OH MY GOoder-ness... That Wanyi ... CAlled me leh. Ask econs question 5 min, then machined-gunned for 30 mins! Then inbetween her wants-to-hang up, she'd say, "Aiyah, I wanna study liao la, see lar u distract me!" This kind of person oso exist.... Hahaha.
So I lent her my poor suffering ears (juz kiddin!) and then talked for over 35mins... until, the line went dead. My card no more balance!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I attempts to sms her also Failed! Then I frantically searched for a new top up card, and then, I dunnoe WAD overcame me - I called her back! I can't believe myself either. Because of her phone call, I already depleted my first card but for some incredulous reason, I called her back for more chatzzz. HAhaha, Wanyi your voice too sweet le! ARhahahaa...
Anyway, the second call lasted a brief 8 mins -thereabout. So I immediately called the service hotline to check my card balance again. ShuCKs! "your card balance is- $14.01." What the freak!? 8mins for $3.99? 还有天理 吗?!
So in the end, we decided that being late for MOB is beta than never... I suggested we get "enough" sleep, meet up at 9am and expect to be late for 30mins. Hahahaa, we're rebelling, contrary to wanyi's believe (that this sem, less pple are skipping classes).
MOB was WEIRD today. For one, she didn't let us go on time but early. Felt quite great la. Then that 2 went off on the sly again, so it was down to me tiff n wanyi for lunch.
So, I went for Mediterranean food. Then Tiff resisted the tempation of food for like NEARLY an hour. The whole process was hilarious. She said she and her sis like to pick "larger-sized" pple to have lunch with. Calls them "motivation to not eat". I get it, but still I'm like huh?! Hahaha, apparently, staring at a fat-counter part would disgust you enough to put you off from finshing your food. Then while she tries to refrain herself from thinking abt the western foodstall, she also keeps looking around for "motivations", and subsequently, cracking me up la!
At one point, both of us turn towards the same direction and saw a rather plump girl. Then tiffany turned towards me, smiled and uncontrollably blurted "Motivation." From then now, I laughed my jaws off. The same plump girl then went off to the Western food stall and tiffany was like "Wah Lao... ..." HAHAHAHA. Again she looks for "healthier motivations" hahaha, I dunnoe if thats wads she's doing anot la... Then she sees another one, and goes "Ahh, Motivation" again. And I kept cracking up! I always die under these sorta one-word punchlines, since sec sch. Someone can say that one word, that made me laugh on day one, for the whole and I would still laugh... Like Weipei's shrill "Ben nai-nai~!"
Then she also talked abt her shirt size. She said hers was m or l. "Notice that the sleeves are quite tight... hahaha... 'coz there's this bump here (tracing the meat above her biceps). People always me ask what's your shirt size arh? Den I tell them L. Den they say but U don't look like you wear L leh..."
Immediately after she ended this sentence, she did a rather frantic flicking of her hand. left-right-left-right. I thot what was that abt? Then I realise she was trying to do the slapping action! I exploded in laughing fits again... becoz, the way I do the slapping action is in slow-mo. I'd grab the invisible collar of an annoying kid and slap.. slap.. slap.. Whereas Tiff's slap-slap-slap-slap. U wudn't have seen it coming either.
Then I tried to persuade her to buy food too becoz I can see she's losing her battle wth temptation. I told her to go get it before she loses it. I clenched my fists, gritted my teeth like her did when she saw the western foodstall without a queue. then I shook my arms like I had a fit. This back fired becoz instead of me making fun of her, I became the one laughing like crazy when she did it back, and personalised it by calling it "Fat-fits" HAHAHAHA!
I kept laughing like sam-seng kia thruout lunch until the crowds came in and a group of boys from our lecture grp sat next to our table...
Went for ITAB next. Aye, it's such a drag even to think abt it...
Den after that, "teabreak" for an hour. That's when the coke-delirious Tiffany started to 'pick' on me. First, I cudn't fin my coke, but she kept making the "gulg gulg gulg" sound FOOLISHLY thinking it'd help me drink it all up!" Hai..... Then she pointed out my peeling tattoo. And called it a skin disease. Hahaha, very farni.
Den she bought dark chocolate,"which aids digestion" she said. I popped one in my mouth. she said something again, and the when I tried to speak, the chocolate spurted or dribbled out of my mouth. whatever happened, she saw it and the harm was done. That's when she called me a frog. And went "ribbit- Ribbit". That's not the best part OK!! She said,
"You DISEASED FROG arh U Hahaha, wear green somemore! Arhahaha..."
My hands just flew towards her throat man!! Feel like throttling her to stop her gibberish nonsense... Then she asked me, did I find it funny or insulting? I said Funnily insulting la...Then on, she kept contorting her face into freak formations!!! Tiffany! U and ur sick shit! Hahaha. The image of your pyscotic tongue-thrashing, sexual redition of 'foaming-at-the-mouth-anger will haunt (and tickle) me for the rest of my adulhood! Some advice for ur arh, dun keep pushing ur eyelids back into your sockets. It DOESN'T work like that!! (U'll need thumbtucks btw) Stop it before it gets stuck that way and scares the nut-lights out of everyone walking past...
the 30 mins we stood waiting for econs beside the stairway, she entertained us lykdat.
Ahhhh, have been typing this entry for so long! I can't exactly rmb what else the coke-crackpot said to crack ME up, and lose interest in mugging Econs... HAhaha. Til next time!
Thursday, January 05, 2006
I'd tell you what they should ban... BANGLAS! DUH! Doesn't it make so much more sense?! The police should stand guard at every bus station or something and disallow banglas to alight at Orchard. (Are there even Policemen around?!!!)
Speaking of Police. S'pore's police force is really a no-brainer association. They do stupid things like setting up a speed camera at a very safe stretch of road like the new flyover next to the Bukit Timah Plaza. How would I know? I saw them, and more importantly, my father kenna fined for speeding la.
It's not what you thing- I'm not bringthis up just because of a $50 fine. I asked my father why do they set this kind of trap? he said, "because this stretch is safe." At first I didn't get it and thought he misheard my question. Then it struck me. It all makes sense. So they just fine people for the sake of fining them la!
Where are they when it comes to the Death Zones on our roads, at the "dead man's curve", or busy road junctions? I can't believe they're THAT FREE to perch their fat-asses on pedestrian bridges and snap their cams at cars at spots where fatal accidents are least likely to happen, and they're THAT THICKED-SKIN to promote and praise themselves on posters in MRT stations with the picture of a P. car on the highway and the caption "The reason why Singapore sleeps so soundly."
*PUKE*
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
SHIT
Lets tok abt someone today. This person is like WAY OVER her AGE to be so childish.
First, she gives us attitude when she "doesn't have enough sleep". She will turn her head away from the conversation; lift her stupid barely-exsistent eyebrows and draw her thin upper lip to snarl and look away. How rude do I think that is? On a scale of 1 to 10, I'd give it a 12.
Then if you're talking to someone she doesn't like, she pretends like she isn't your friend, that you're not even there. She even goes and pretend to chat and smile and giggle with somebody else. Sounds familiar? Yeah that's what we did in lower primary school.
I try to tolerate her SHIT most of the time. But now SHE chooses to withdraw herself from me, so I don't know whether to feel insulted or liberated.
It all started one Friday when she simply decided to ignore all of us. COmpletely shut us off. Avoided seating with us during lecture and tutorial and lunch. Went to beg for someone else's company instead. Boo-hoo! Everyone asked her What happened, you argued with them arh? NO, I wanted to say, She's throwing a tantrum (at her age, isn't it hilarious?). Then I went up to a person who asked her and said, we didn't argue, we didn't do anything! She just doesn't want to join us lor.
Then one week later it was term break. Everything was cool, literally. We became quite cold towards each other. Except she just leech herself to another group member... pathetic. but from then on, she kept asking that group member to do our projects with her! Get this, they're group projects! And she keeps wanting doing it with only her "partner"!
Allow me to scream again,
Childish, childish, childish!
It really feels like she's intentionally doing it so we wun have any say in the projects. But maybe this is some kind of retribution. This is what tiffany probably felt when we suddenly shut her off too. Hai... but even so, I didn't intentionally behave so eeevily and childishly to her then.
My god, I don't know what to think of her. She's the kind of friend that makes you or breaks you. Or someone who can be your best friend or worst enemy...
I realise everytime she throws a tantrum, I'm the one speaking up for her, trying to explain her behaviour to the rest in the least offensive ways and hoping that things won't turn ugly for her. But what for? The thanks I get is her turning the tables against me. I'm so dissapointed in myself for puttting up with her shit all the time.
Anyway. This time, I absolutely undestand why she's "angry with us". But then again, she chooses to shut out our explainations and deem them as invalid.
Which Freaking part of the LIBRARY WASN'T OPEN and I WAS OVERSEAS DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND??!!
All she can say is but 'ur supposed to complete it by Monday', 'but ur supposed to complete it by Monday', 'but ur supposed to complete it by Monday'! Actually W makes the most sense - we should be angry not because she's angry and shutting us off, but because she chose to dissappear with A when we needed their help. They chose to leave us on our own despite us telling them to "come find us, we need you to guide us". I guess she wasn't joking when she said "No!"
Yeah yeah, go and meet up secretly with A somemore! Do projects on the sly with her! Wait at the OTHER end of the station! Sit at the other end of the lecture hall! Look away when we talk to ur new sidekick!
We'll see who'll outlast each other. Right now, all I pity is A. While W and I are having the time of our lives, she is stuck with and being led around by her.
Monday, January 02, 2006
End of Holidays, Beginning of CAs!!
Shucks.
The title says it all.
Anyway for my holidays, I went to Genting, the First World Hotel. Freakin' Chaotic Place but a shopaholic's dream come true. If U'r unprepared, u'r turkey meat. Next I'm back, I'll be armed with credit cards.
And I've really been so busy rushing thru projects that CANNOT be finished! (ok, nobody wants to know abt THOSE)
I went to the countdown party. Actually there wasn't any countdown- just fireworks. And after the fireworks, I asked Kah Hwee, Eh, when's the countdown? Kah hwee said in disbelieve, It's Over. TEN minutes ago. Din U noe once fireworks start, it's 2006?
Ahahaha. Sua Guuuuu.
Apart from that, a group a punksters sprayed foam at us while wishing us a happy new year. I think only Kah and I din get angry or scold or shouted at those fellas. And i think I was the only person in our group that laughed during that incident...
But of course I'm NOT gonna talk about the bloody bangla that tried to squeeze in with the crowd, stick to my back, rub his face in my ponytail, and continued to do so even after I shot him a disgusted do-i-know-you look; and Kah Hwee & Sheryl stared down at him- leading chee kong to stand behind me and Kah later asking if he also stuck very close to my back...
Ya I'm not gonna talk abt that!
(hahaha)
And I haven't wished any of my classmates thru friendster or e-cards like I planned to!!! My gooodness, I only managed to read some of theirs today!!
But at least I got somethings TICKED OFF my Christmas Wishlist!!!
- New Converse Shoes
- Denim Jacket
- Denim Skirt
Yippeee!
Juz a point to note, The 4 pieces of new clothing I got from my trip costs more that my mum's 13 pieces...
Muahahahahahahahahaha.
Now to do up my new year resolutions, post pictures from Genting's world's Fastest and Longest cable car ride, pack my school bag, tidy up my table so I can study diligently, unpack my 4 day-old luaggage, set my alarm clock for school, wish my grp of party-goers happy new year, watch king kong with somebody, beg people to go to SP band performance, get my present from kah hwee, blog somemore... ... ...