Tonight my mother did and said somethings that made me think I do not wanna talk to her anymore. Actually thot alot of things about her. Randomnly: She isn't my mother, she's the sister (I never wanted to have) from hell. She really hates me sometimes. She probably thinks she should have listened to my dad 18 years back and aborted me.

Very extreme, very depressing but I feel this is the plain fact lor. It's not the first time I feel this- whether she wants to admit or not. Initially, I didn't know where to begin. But then I rmb it started when we were at a petrol kiosk 30mins from JB. She bought a BOX of chewing gum from the town at the foot of Fraser's hill- i think it's called Kualua Kubu Bahru. A BOX. My brother wanted One stick.

So anyway, she got the jitters in the car and told my bro, "This is the last time I'll buy chewing gum lykdat hor, next time won't already." Then I SIMPLY said, without any hint of attitude in my opinion, "I thot it was you who wanted it?"

Then she just blew up on me. "Ya! Ya! I'm just telling him wad!" She really like crazy ya noe, just blew up at me lykdat! So I rebutted, "I was just asking ok!? Why you so defensive?!" She went," I bought becoz I want to make him happy!" Blah BLah... and it went on with me repeating wad I just said.

You see, now you why I called her the sister from hell! She bickers with me like one! She can be so unreasonable and display her childish tantrum at me! Cannot stand leh! Why is she like dat arh? WHY!

Then sometimes, she'll really take it to the edge... Like once we were in Genting, she told the sales girl I wasn't her daughter, just so as to get another free lipstick. Then the salesgirl gave us a sample- the "TESTER" kind whr she puts on everybody else's lips, my mother oso wan leh! oh my freaking gaawd! A few times already leh! she thinks it's a joke- to me it just shows how impt our relationship is to her.

I'm definite she'll disown me if this ever gets into her hands, but I'm continuing only becoz I show I 'love' her as much as she 'loves' me...

She's quite biased too, altho sometimes she says it's becoz my bro is more obedient when I confront her with it. thats one issue. Another issue is, when my bro wash the dishes, she tell him Wah very guai leh, thx arh... But when I wash the dishes after they pile up higher than the sink liao, I still have to tell her the dishes are washed by me. Then she mian qiang say TQ.

Recently, I even started to do everyone's laundry. Same thing lor... didn't even notice the laundry basket is empty and the bamboo poles are hung with clothes that sorta shit. OK, it doesn't happen all the time. BUT (there's always a big BUT) when I dun do my own laundry, she "screams" at me saying, "tell you how many times already?! This kind of things you wash yourself! Dun leave it in the basket and invite ants!" Sometimes even meaner things are said like, "Your shirt smells bad of your odour leh..." Come on la, Dad's and Ken's sweaty shirts pile on top of mine, then she washes them two days later, and she chooses mine to be culprit! Nonsensical right.

Just now when we came home, she was still picking at me. She was doing somethings in the balcony then she suddenly say, Come and put away ur high heels! Dun let pple step all over! Wear already, immediately put away! Dun have maid in this house hor! So I stood at the balcony, and counted the shoes. 4 pairs mine, 4 pairs the mens', 5 pairs HERS. think abt it.

The moment my dad's not around she'll say reaally annoying things. I knew she was just buay song becoz I asked her abt the chewing gum... but she brought out what happened LAST night. then she said wad, the salesgirl also said you face black black like she owes you- I dun have this kind of children. Wah lao, if I talk abt DAT, it's gonna be too draggy. And THIS brings out one of her WORST habits.

She LURVES using other pple's name to pressurize me and LURVES using MY Name to get HER point across. For the latter: She asked my grandmother out for lunch. Then she went for a "nap" -until 4pm, she still pigging away. so I woke her.. in the end she found out my gran forgot, so lunch become dinner already. When they met up, she actually told my granny off for forgotting their date AND told her even I wait until I wanted to scold her! Get this!! My mother told my grandmother that her grand daughter wanted to scold her! Ok, u guys are not stupid, u noe wad I mean. BI CHA NAI!!! Then when she wants me to go somewhere or do something, she'll say daddy wants you to do it/ Popo wants you to do it/ Lai-ee wants you to do it, Uncle Ray wants you to do it.

Lumbering bucket of lies.

She really has a Knack for utterly ruining my holidays ok. Instead of blogging about how great the Dubai trip or Fraser's Hill has been, I'm here bitching abt a bigger bitch. See la! I really had to write all this. If i didn't, I'll jump off the building in my sleep tonight let her see... Analyse however way you want lor, see if you can tell if I hate her more, or she me.