I've missed 2 shows of American Idol! But THE most important thing is dat Taylor made it to the last 4. Yup. Just dat it's really a waste not being able to watch and hear him perform.
And I've been a bad girl at least in my thots. To come str to the truth, I'm already starting to lose interest in TT training, even before it's even officially started! I dunnoe why, I feel some kind of uneasy pressure when wednesday approaches. Then now, I feel like joining mentoring. Key word: feel like. So scared I won't have wad it takes to finish what I start leh.
Projects giving me a little stress. Exams giving even more stress. In SB, it's like dat. Before they even teach you the 2nd lecture topicm they'd flash the exam time-table schedule in ur face once every week. The Mr. Krishna....
Wah Kao, who ask mi choose SP and SB - DBA -TOURISM SOMEMORE. *fainting soon*
As if I don't usually think alot, recently, after I tried out my mom's workplace, I've been thinking even more! Very perplexed about my future lor... What do I wanna be? What are my ambitions and aspirations? How much do I expect of my future salary? What will my first and last job going to BE?! Everything is a blur.
Becasue of this, I really look up to my dad. Primarily because of his line of work. I see it as a dying trade. People now, where got still want to do sales? Everyday 4/5 days per week go to the showroom, meet irrate customers, face unreasonable management...
I think my Dad's managers performance go against everything I'm being taught in MOB and HRM. Shucks lor. My mom's place oso SS. (Same Shit)
It started ever since I started work. I find my pay unsatisfactory and not worth the effort. I find the people at the workplace very shallow and mean. These are the excuses I give to my mum for not con't work. Like, somebody help me... Now it's just simple part time job, and I'm whining already... It's unimaginable how things'll turn out in my first real job.
