Thanks:)

First and foremost, I wanna thank Kailin and winnie for staying up until about 3am to help this kuku friend of theirs with the Freaking QM software...

Thanks very very very very very very very much!

I'm guessing winnie stayed up much later coz when i opened my inbox this morning she had sent me another file...

But sad to say, nothing worked despite their ku xin... Kailin, also xin ku ni le... pms-ing still stay up to help me... Sorry and thanks arh... hope u get over pms-ing real soon k?

In the end, it was the Man from Krypton who saved the day. Ahahahaha! My Superman la... He just sent my a file I was missing, told me where to paste it and Voila! QM was running already...

I told Mom about it.

She said with a chuckle, "how come my daughter so stupid?"

BecauseI told her he helped me solve the problem in less than 30 mins (when us girls struggled to achieve nothing in the end for more than 3 hours)

I rebutted, "Eeeehhh... That (computers) is Nan Ren de Tian Xia Lor..."

So Yeah, thats the end of my ordeal for this weekend la :)

Haven't updated for a week le...

Would like to say I'm very touched to have friends like Kailin and Shups.

On Friday, once i sent out an sms to them about how effective my lucky colours were that day, they immediately called up and ask about me le.. but i guess they also didn't know how to response to that sms, so they called.. Hehehe. MTV partner ;)

But the best thing I rmb about friday was the time spent at FC5! We kept laughing and laughing and laughing.

It felt like the equivalent to me of having done 50 sit ups in 1 minute after every round of laughter. Hehehehehehehe.

I forgot what we did to make Kailin laugh so hard la. Roughly was about dance moves and dance "accidents"...

The thing is, we kept talking about the same topic and Kailin kept laughing long and hard, in the end I also ended up laughing long and hard at the sound of her laugh (until i nearly wet my pants man)

Table banging, feet stamping, arms flapping all the way til we're nearly infamous in FC5 le...

note to self: 3 FCs down, 3 more to go.

And ya, i told and showed many of my table tennis friends about the video le. Especially the girls team =D Wahahah! Shups, u don wanna be famous also diff liao ~

Not a dull moment, never a sad feeling - U girls can do a 180 on an awfully unbearable day and make me H-A-P-P-Y!

My Fo Jing

This is my Fo Jing, told to me by a Buddha-of-a-friend. (that night got yellow holy light shining out of my handphone)

Here goes:

Everyone is made out to be weak in something and strong in another.

You can't strong at everything and you also won't be weak in everything.

Focus on what you are strong at. This will give you more confidence and allow you to play better.

There is a difference between saying:

"Winning and losing doesn't matter to me - i don't care if i win or lose" which is negative and;

"Winning and losing doesn't matter - so long as I have done my best, therefore the statement" which is positive.

If you keep telling yourself, "winning doesn't mean anything to me", then when you lose u will still feel the guilt because you know you haven't put in any effort to make the best out of the game.

And if you lose because of this, you will always use this excuse that, 'Oh, it's because i don't like competition what, so lose also never mind lor...'

If you tell yourself to focus on what you are strong at and make the best out of it, then even when you lose, you can proudly tell yourself that you have "given my best and I have no regrets at all" (William Hung, 2004)




Bottomline is: if the coach puts you in a game, you just play it and play it well. If you play it well, other people can see. (And that makes "losing" a little easier to swallow. Hahaha)



I want to buy flourescent paint and paint these words onto my ceiling.. so when i turn out the lights, these words will shine down on me and enlighten me all over again everynight. =)

Thanks Kailin and shuping for the long long talk. 0307. This is the time when we hung up. 0307. This is the duration of our conversation. This may be a coincidence. Haha. But our friendship is definitely not a coincidence~!

OKay now for what happened today! Waaaaaa.... I was a road victim for the first day of school!!! It all happaned in the morning... I received a call from a friend.

"Hey! My dad can fetch us to school leh! U want a ride?"

Ok... so i accepted the kind offer and went downstairs to meet this friend. As I rushed into the car, i didn't realise something. MY FRIEND WAS IN THE DRIVER'S SEAT!!! SHEEEEEEEYTTTE!!! And becoz the father was also in the car, I didn't dare to get off liao...

Okay alot of farni things happened on the way out of carpark and on the way to school la. TOok FIVE minutes to get out of my F - shaped carpark! I'm amazed I didn't throw up on the way out...

once we reached the bus stop at dover, this friend asked me, "So, what do you think of my driving?"

I JI TOU BURST OUT LAUGHING LARRR!

Maaan.. i woke up bright and early for school.. i didn't want to be late for first day leh... wanted a clean record this final few weeks... ok ok, at least for this week la... then thanks to this friend! washed down the drain liao! Hey, I really appreciate you giving me a ride la. BUT NOT ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AND IN THE MORNING PEAK HOUR AND WITHOUT ANY WARNING MAN! AHAHAHAHAHAHA =D Please tell me in advance next time (so i can reject your offer). Thanks for sending me to school safely today.

I have never been soooo happy to reach school before.

curse myself

today while rushing out of the house to go to school, i was rude to mommy. that's the second time it happened this week.

may i be knocked down by a car if that happens again.

den after training i rushed back home too. don't why i got the urge to go home straight away. on my own. (like the kit chan rice commercial hor?)

hmm kailin... listening to u talk on the phone now, suffering from tummy ache, i'm serious about me having nightmares every night since last week leh...

ah si, staring at ur msn window now... dunnnoe wad to say... really got alot of things on my mind but shuo bu chu kou.

shuping... u are at chalet now. I got even more things to tell u... u gotta take over my post as listener man... really need u to talk to you leh... these few days i keep on wanting to go running, cycling, walking out at night etc. u noe why hor?

now still waiting for tummy ache to subside. den sleep liao... actually now half asleep liao lar. but kailin's topics very very very interesting. confusing. but interesting.





WAHAHAHA!