Competition is what forms the team. But it isn't necessarily what brings the team together.
I can see myself screaming in my head, "EVERYONE STOP FEELING SAD!"
I got a lot to say to you Cindy. Heheh.
First things first... Please don feel so negative about yourself. everyone keeps saying and agreeing that you (and anyone for that matter) have done all you can. but these words will never mean anything unless YOU believe it. I may not have the passion and drive as you YET. but what you done and have gone through is inspiring la.
The post wasn't aimed at anyone on our team... It was the outcome of what I heard coach said last friday - made me dio sort for while, thats why I was so critical in my previous post... sorry for the offensiveness.
And please don say that it doesn't matter already/ anymore. It still does! EVERYTHING STILL MATTERS. It stills matters even if we didn't win a medal, it still matters after you've graduated, it stills matters TEN years from now.
Shups and Kailin...
Alot has happened thru'out the 4 days that I didn't blog man.
All of a sudden, people are just rushing to be the first to leave the table tennis team :'(
WAOH. (you guys get the rough idea of wat my waoh means la, hor?)
Those that are graduating, are graduating... Those in Year 2, are eager to quit... Those in Year 1 are left hanging there unsure whether to stay or go with the crowd. Very sad hor? Shups... why become like dat... ... ... It's almost like, we didn't get a medal, lets all quit la!
I don't care if I take my own hand to slap my mouth le... I gotta admit this.
After playing with Huiling in our IVP finale doubles against NTU, I really felt I gained experience leh! HAHAHAHAHAHA! :P I mean, it felt good. I HAD FUN! Even tho we didn't win by 0-3 (don like to use "lose" la).
I just enjoyed the last game :) If only playing in tournaments feels like this all the time for every one of us.
Especially when I went to watch them play against NYP on thursday. HAHA! During the last round, we suan our opponents suan until so shiok lor! Wa seh... team spirit really fa hui chu lai at our bench! LOL. It was simply hilarious, to me, the way we cheered for huiling (aka porky).
Anyway... at the end of day, i really really hope that whether or not we are staying or leaving, it doesn't mean tat our friendship will end or be affected. i hope that the impact that we've made on each other's lives is big enough for us to hold on together with SPTT's name behind us all the way =D
I'M PROUD TO BE IN SPTT.
